Monday, July 25, 2005

Wow. That was weird. Still not sure how I feel about it. No hurt feelings, no jealously, I don't feel the need to cry. I guess I finally know. It is what it is. Oh well. I'm glad I found out at a time where I feel ready for new things. I guess there may be a little fuzzy sadness around the edge, ahhh, I'll get over it. But that may be because I'm moody. We'll see. Time to move, no time to dwell.

Speaking of Josh I did meet a guy at the bar who's name is Josh. I have dating rules. The first is I will never date a guy I meet at a bar. The second rule is I will never date a guy with an ex-boyfriends name.

I finished the new Harry Potter book. It's sad.

Friday, July 22, 2005

Dispite what my mom says, I am a hopeless romantic. And that is where the problems lies.

Wednesday, July 20, 2005

20 Lashes

Looook..... if I'm training you, do it my way. When I leave the office for good, do it your way, but until then I am still the teacher and you the student.

Tuesday, July 19, 2005

Don't be so creative

I am sitting here trying to be patient. I don't really need to make this next statement, hoping that you can pick up on the emphasis of the word "trying" but... it's hard, trying to be patient. I'm trying to wait out this wave that almost controls my body. By using the word "trying" does that mean I have set myself up for failure?

I ordered a new computer. I should get it by Friday. I can justify myself for spending $900 on something that I don't really need (I already have one computer, and there are at least 3 more at my disposal if need be) by pointing the finger at school when I know truthfully that I just spent $900 on someplace to store my music for my iPod. My dad would be proud.

Tuesday, July 12, 2005

What love we've given, we'll have forever. What love we fail to give, will be lost for all eternity.